| Shit Girl!!! |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|06:06 pm] |
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So yeah i haven'tupdated since may 6th but who cares??? well i guess some of u... well not gonna go through allthe details of my life as of may but right now im sitting at Matt Smith's house with Mikal matt and ian... we r just kinda sittin here... Oh Mikal and i are like inseperable now! we tripped together on 2cis one night and yeah we r like the same person. WellI think im hangin out with marcy and katie 2nite after miguel leaves me. Peace |
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| I'm Home! |
[May. 16th, 2005|01:12 am] |
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The beach was soooo much fun! I got to take my mom's credit card and i went wild with it. We took a handle of captain morgan's with us and finished it off last night. So we went and got more captain morgan's and Matt didnt get ID'd at the liquor store. So we got really drunk and Matt and I ended up getting into a huge fight. He said something very humiliating to me about me and my fathers relationship, which is not ground you walk on with me.Everything ended up ok. We both apologized and ended up doing something later on (hehe). Oh my Lord Jamie and matt goin into the biggest fight today when we got back into town. I know what its like to be on the outside when my 2 best friends are fighting. THey have never fought like this before. Jamie freaking exploded on Matt. He started crying and she kept yelling at him. It's not right that they r fighting. Well im effin tired so goodnight.
P.s. my phone got eatin by jamie's dog the other day so i dont have one right now, so if u want me to call u and u dont think I know your number by heart then leave me a comment and ill call u. |
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[May. 5th, 2005|12:43 pm] |
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| | Da Baddest Bitch : Trina | ] |
Matt told me that I don't mean as much to him now as I used to and that he feels very awkward around me now. That really hurts my feelings. He compared me to Nathan Kelly also saying that he thinks he kept me around just in case his other relationships didnt work out. That I shouldn't stay caught up. All i said was ok when what I really wanted to do was bitch him out. I'm going to the beach next weekend with Christina Matt and Jamie. Jamie and matt were worried that I would get jealous of matt or something cause he was going to try to find a "beach boy". Umm no thats ok. I might have said yes to going out with him but it doesnt mean im gonna stay hung up on him. Plus if you have ever heard me talk about Shane from the beach. Yeah I'll call him when we get there and then lets see whos jealous. K80 completely ignored me last night. And lauren thinks i ignored her last night. Im really confused right now about both of them.I have to work at 4 so im gonna go work out and tan. |
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[May. 5th, 2005|12:41 pm] |
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Your Birthdate: October 9 |
Your birth on the 9th day of the month adds a tone of idealism and humanitarianism to your nature.
You become one who can work easily with people because you are broadminded, tolerant and generous.
You are ever sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you are very sympathetic and compassionate.
Your feeling run deep and you often find yourself in dramatically charged situations.
This 9 energy always tends to give more that it gets. |
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| I'm Retarded!!! |
[May. 4th, 2005|03:05 am] |
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I knew he didnt mean it when he asked me to be his. I wanted it to be true but deep inside i knew it was too good to be true. I let u have me anyways... I wanted to take it slow but u wouldnt let me. I could tell something was wrong today. You got what you wanted, so why keep me around? I think thats what you were thinking when u broke my heart, and let me go. I love you still.maybe someday... |
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| Spongebob Never buys ciggarrettes. |
[Apr. 11th, 2005|11:58 pm] |
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So yeah I'm finally updating (yay right?). Not too much has happened thats extremely important to go back on. Oh yeah i am hanging out with lauren again. It was about time though. I have a boyfriend, or at least think i do... Well this past weekend was interesting so I'll start back there. I was invited to a surpise birthday party for a girl i work with which means huge Abercrombie party. So I invite K80 and ended up inviting this guy Jake. Jake is Ian Moore's boyfriend by the way. So K80 takes forever getting ready and picks me up at like 9:30 when the party is at 10. So we pick up Jake who also takes forever to meet up with us and he ends up bringinghis friend Carlie who was pretty cool. So we dont leave Birmingham until 10 and the party is in montevallo. So we turn into the girls aparment complex right behind her and the other girl that went to dinner with her. So i had to park behind a building so she wouldnt see us and ruin the surprise. So i hear the huge surprise and go inside and have alot of fun at the party. Got very drunk and hung out with all my friends from work. K80 and jake end up wanting to go to the quest so even though i dint have my ID with me we go because i was drunk and didnt care. K80 goes in with her sisters ID and gets Jake and I wristbands that say we r 21. So we get in and and were supposed to look for a wristband for carlie. We totally lose track of time and dance for a while. K80 eventually finds us and reminds us of Carlie and we still just keep danceing. K80 got Carlie in eventually and we all started having fun. For a long time it was jsut me and jake dancing then we leave the floor for a while and this guy me and lauren call ass matt starts hitting on jake and asks him to dance. Up until then i didnt realize that i liked jake, but i did. so he dances with ass matt and starts making out with him and I get pissed for what seemed no reason. So jake tries to come up and talk to me aftyer that and i completely disregarded him. He ended up going outside and crying cause i wouldn't talk to him. K80 tells me this so i finally talk to him and tell him I like him. He told me he liked me as well but he reminded me of Ian also. We kept talking and eventally we kissed.It felt right to me at the time, all I wanted was a chance with him. Afterwards Jake starts passing out and I take him to the car until k80 was ready to go. By the way when k80 came out to the car she was totally rolling and i so wanted to be there. So Jake wakes up later and acted like he didnt remember what happened and had the balls to ask me out of the blue what we talked about.So i get really upset but i had to go home cause i had work at 8. Well actually i didnt have to work at 8 i had to work at 10 but i got to work at 9 and found no one was there. I was still fucked up when i finally got to work which was cool cause i told my manager and she didnt care cause she was at the party getting trashed too.So I make it through work amazingly and sleep till around 7. Chris Lauren and I went up to Joe Muggs and who else was up there but Jake and Ian. Ian was pissed. He knew, and I knew he knew. When he finally left he actually hugged me and told me goodbye. Jake sat me down and told me everything I thought he was going to. he said He was drunk and he shouldnt have done what he did. He told me if he wasnt with ian and that happened it wouldv been different, but it wasnt.So I do as i always do and acted like it was ok. I was upset though. If anyone knows my life story, they know i went through something similar to this not but a year ago. I always choose the boys that r taken. Lauren told me i might have a glitch in my system. Anyone got advice?? Oh and Ian called me and told me that he knew and was pissed off at me but we r cool now. I saw him tonight. Hes just too sweet to hurt. I understand why jake chose him over me. Well I talked to my "boyfriend" while i was typing this. i dont think it's gonna work out haha. Well I'm off to bed.
~brandon |
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[Dec. 4th, 2004|05:34 pm] |
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Well life is going alot better now. Im back in school yay!! I have a jobat the Abercrombie and Fitch in the galleria.Ive been hanging out with some new people. All in all life isnt that bad, it was, but now it isnt. |
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| Fuckin Cunt!!!! |
[Sep. 26th, 2004|05:15 am] |
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OMG Larry is a fucking bastard and I swear to GOD if I see his whorish ass one more time he is going to die. Ok so I spent the weekend at coreys to spend some time with larry. Well we were on our way back from coreys and larry tells me something that I wish i didnt here. Then he tells me he loves me and switches cars to get back in the car with Corey. We were supposed to meet up again and maybe go to the quest, if not we were going to just hang out. Well I get out of the shower and I cant get in touch with Larry and i was like "Hell No he isnt doing this shit to me again". SO i raced down to the mother fucking quest to see if Larry was there. Low and behold his fucking car is there. So i get in within seconds and marched intto the quest like i fucking owned it looking for that bastard. I found corey who was trying to call me back. Corey told me larry was coming with Coreys fuck buddy cause they went to get ciggarrettes. So i wait with Corey and Larry calls him from that guys phone telling him he isnt coming. So i tried to talk to him and he hangs up on me and calls corey back in 2 minutes and wont talk to me and tells corey to tell me "Its through". my world comes crumbling in around me. I spent so much time and effort and pain on that bitch and hes at that guys house probably getting fucked. Well bitch all i have to say is I hope you get yours. I'm tired of being a fucking pussy when it comes to relationships. From now on I WILL have the power in a relationship and not be somebodys bitch. Well my boo hoo session didnt last long cause me and corey still had our wristbands on for the quest. So I stayed at that mother fucker and saw alot of people I knew. Finally I saw Eric!!! He hung out with me and consoled me and i saw another old friend of ours. If you read my LJ a looooonnnng time ago i talked about a boy named Griffin who stripped at the pheonix one night. Well Eric got him to cheer me up. Boy did he ever cheer me up. I made out with him and danced with him and sat with him all fucking night long and Corey, Larry's best friend (who is pissed off at him right now for what he did to me and fucking his man) was watching me do it the whole time. Its Ironique though. Griffin is one of Larry's Ex's. Eat that bitch. Griffin is going to call me today some time i think. No one is ever going to treat me like a pile of dog shit ever again. I swear to God if anyone does they are getting beat down. By the way if anyone sees that mother fucker on the streets let either me or lauren know where the fuck he is. Thanks!!! Love yall |
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| Heartbreak... my mistake |
[Sep. 18th, 2004|01:18 pm] |
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Last night started out just fine. Larry was on his way to Birmingham to see me. i was getting fucked up at Brian's apartment. I was with great friends having alot of fun. Then my voicemail tone rings on my phone and i called it. I wish I hadnt called it. The voicemail was left by Larry's best friend Corey. The contents of it was him telling me he just walked in on my boyfriend and some other guy fucking at this girls house in trusville. My heart shattered. Every time i called back somone was picking up the phone and telling me to fuck off or telling me that Larry was busy fucking. Well I obviously spent the rest of the night fucked up out of my mind. Trying to drown the pain or smoke it away. I was totally thinking about getting on some guy at Brian's apartment . his name was nick and he was hott. Of course Mr. Perfect himself waltzs in and totally swipes this boy away. Oh well, thats my life these days. I ended up at the apartment at like 2 in the morning and that was fun till everyone started being very rude to me. I got Lauren and eric to pick me up at like 5 in the morning.Somone told me something that I will always have in my heart from now on. "Boys are not worth the tears you cry for them, but when you find the boy who is, he won't make you cry". Thats all I want. I love you guys |
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